The last few weeks have been dedicated to producing all of our marketing material for Bloom. We have been busy discussing tag lines and website copy. We’ve designed our logo, mini-business cards, t-shirts and website. There have been both fun moments and there have been very difficult moments. At times I could be running around the room because I was so excited about what we accomplished, but there were other moments when the tension of a decision would produce frustration and tears.

This week we had some of our launch team members over to talk and pray. One asked my wife and I why the process has been so difficult. I teared up as we tried to describe how much pressure there is in producing something on paper that represents a dream so precious and big in your heart. You see, to us there is so much at stake in every detail. We realize the magnitude of the task that we are trying to accomplish. I see the faces of people who have been shunned and not felt comfortable in church, along with the faces of those who are hurting who need help and a loving embrace. With every word we write and every image that we produce, I can not help but overanalyze every aspect of each, wondering if we have expressed the vision correctly. “Will this sentence offend anyone? Does this image represent our love and acceptance? Are we reaching our target market? Will people feel compelled enough to want to visit?” These are questions that constantly run through our minds. My friend Manny is happy that it has been hard. He says that the pain and struggle will help make it beautiful because it will come from the depths of who we are.

I have found something that I care about so much that it hurts. A journey that has been so difficult, but so amazing that I know it can only shape me into a better person. A journey that has caused me to trust God in every step I take. To rely on His grace and peace. Believing that he will provide all creative ideas and resources that we need. To realize that at some point, it is as good as it is going to get, and stop to let God take care of the rest. I have found something that I care about so much that it hurts, but I would not want to have it any other way.

To my wife and daughter, my close friends, and to our entire team, I must say that I am so proud of you and thankful for your help and support in creating this amazing community we are calling Bloom.

Since the inception of this new blog, I have written four posts, just about one a week. But I have to be honest with you; it has been difficult for me to get into a groove. I really enjoy writing and seem to have plenty to say but as of recently, I am at a loss for words. The difficulty for me is seeing the many amazing blogs already out there; so many experts on every subject imaginable. Many say that most blogging subjects are oversaturated and that we don’t need any more. But, I still feel compelled to tell my story; to share my thoughts and feelings through the lens of the personal experiences I have gone through.

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Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I–
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

by Robert Frost

This week marks the first official week walking down a new path for my life, the road less traveled by. For the past six+ years I have worked at a large church in the Twin Cities area in the Small Groups department. My job was very fulfilling. Helping people find groups within the church where they would fit in and be able to develop friendships was what I did every day.

But now, I am on to something new. As of this week I no longer work for that church. My wife Amy and I, along with two very good friends of ours, are on a journey to start a new church in the city of St. Paul. We are so excited to be able to look at church with fresh eyes. Amped with the dream of loving on others and helping them connect with God.

I could go on and on about all of our ideas of what this new church will look like, but we’ll save that for some future posts. This last year, more than ever before, I have become more aware of the love God has for everyone, including myself. I’m fueled with a dream of a group of people that actually live out the bible, hold the hands of those in need, and let them know the love that God has for them.

If we continue to tell people that God is mad at them, or if they mess up one little bit he is waiting around the corner to punish them, how can they have faith that He will protect them and that He truly loves them? How can they believe for miracles? How can they have confidence that they will spend eternity in heaven?

Maybe we need to start representing Him correctly. Tell people that God loves them so much that he sent his only son to die for them. Let’s let people know that God understands their weaknesses and emotions. That he loves them despite their worst and ugliest moments, and that there is nothing they could do that would ever separate them from His love.

In the days ahead I would love to explore with you the love and grace of God. But the subject of God is not the only thing we are going to talk about. I am also going to give you a glimpse of my life; my likes, dislikes and opinions.  I will endeavor to be transparent and real in my writing. I am not trying to pretend that I have all of the answers. Some things I write are going to be pure opinion and some is going to be facts from research or strait from the Bible. Take what you like and leave what you don’t. I hope you enjoy.